Grincevan

I have the feeling that i have finaly found the strength to leave behind my emotional attachements to the society . You know , it gives you luxurys and safty aslong as you obey the rules . What it doesnt give me is excitement in wich i have the feeling to be free to act my own choices . Wich for me is the way to learn more about life . There are persons who told me "freedom is unreal , you could feel free in a prison cell if you'd wanted it" , well yes i could . But i must add that if the door is unlocked and open , i certainly woudnt stay in my little room . Even if the Guard is watching me with a sneaky eye . The door of my jail room i

I dont realy know what to say , but the previous journal whas about christmas ... ... If you enjoy strange/original/experimental music , you might want to give a try to "Plastic beach" from "Gorillaz" . Some of the songs are in my vew , brilliant .

Yeh im no fan of christmas .... But i will still wish anyone lottalove and respect for the comming year . I have no problems with giving presents , having during the hardest time of the year a few days of forced happyness . But what i dont like is how it is missused by ... well by almost evryone . Of course the sellsman have the time of theyr year . But little children are massively lied to , and thos less fortunate pple realy must be lucky or strong minded to enjoy these days , that should actualy be there to help thos who dident had any presents the hole year yet ... Anyways . Best wishes !